just one of those days..

ok i decided i'll post sth.. cant really sleep.. and i'm having one of those days.. u know.. when you just feel totally off for no reason whatsoever..
even lingerie shopping with my mommy didnt make me feel better.. maybe cos i didnt buy a pink bra.. hahaha but thats cos it'll show under white shirts.. yea ok anyway.... i bought a black one instead.. hmm i dun have a red one.. but red is kind of a kinky colour to have on a bra isnt it.. ok why in the world am i talking about bras?? hmm well its my blog so if u dun wanna read then dont la.. i'm not holding a knife to your throat and forcing you to read it am i???

heh yea.. hmmm had lunch at sanur.. some indonesian restaurant in taka.. food wasnt that great.. used to be better.. and there was this annoying little kid who kept talking bloody loudly.. i felt like slapping his stupid face..
ah damn it!! i just banged my thigh into the corner of my table.. thats bloooooddddyyyy painful!!!!!!!!!
whats wrong with me huh? i keep banging into stuff.. i'll walk ard the house and bang into doors and walls.. maybe there's sth wrong with my head... or maybe its my eyes, cos i dun use glasses or contacts ard the house.. but my eyesight not that bad wat.. i think.....
ohhh... i think it is my eyes!! cos i never bang into walls if theyre on my right, always on my left.. and my left eye is the really bad one.. hmmm ok.. but i banged my right thigh.. ah whatever.... heh

ok i just realised that having a blog is really not that useful.. cos you cant possibly tell the whole world about your private-ish stuff.. heh that sounded like "you cant possibly tell the whole world about your privates" yea.. but only if you say private-ish really fast.. :P heh yea.. ok i know its lame...
hmm i've got a lot of weird thoughts swirling in my head now.. maybe thats why i'm feeling so down.. :/

hmm... i studied a little today.. did up to chapt 7 organic chem.. hoping to finish chem by tmr or sth.. have yet to start on other subs.. heh.. die la.. hmm this is my last schooling year.. by schooling year i mean school as in schools with school uniforms.. not uni.. yea.. and i'm wasting it away like this.. ok now i feel screwed up.. heh.. :/

and tmr got malay dance.. argghhh.. i hate it so much.. its the bane of my existence.. the rainwater on my new suede shoes.. the chipped fingernail on my pinkie.. the bruise on my thigh.. the pimples on my face.. the well.. yea u get the picture..
i just feel so sick of the dance.. and of practices.. and of the pple and of the teachers and of the stage and the costume and the bruises..

hmm that reminds me. i'm getting weird pimples on my face.. i mean yea i know i have them on my nose, but my face?? how can that happen?? arghh i was never really concerned about pimples but now that i see them everytime i look in the mirror i just feel so pissed.. maybe its my facial wash.. and the thing is its not really pimples.. its weird rash-like dots.. and its itchy.. hmm.. are pimples supposed to be itchy? no right.. they're supposed to be quite painful i thought.. but not itchy.. maybe its the stupid mosquitoes.. ahh curse those blood suckers..

ok.. this is getting quite long winded and boring...