i'm back!!!!

hey miss me? i was too busy studying to update.. hah yea right..

ok, exam situation: lets see, i'm definitely going to fail physics, cos i handed in the paper an hour early cos i totally couldnt do ANY of the questions.. i probably did only like 5 marks worth of questions.. yes, 5 MARKS, not 5 questions.. haha oh well.. my poor teacher looked so sad when i told him i wanted to hand in the paper.. poor thing... ok i promise i'll study next time ok? :)
hmm chem paper wasnt too bad in comparison.. i could actually do the paper! yeay.. yea.. but cant tell whether i'll pass or not la.. econs and math same case.. can do but dunno whether correct or not.. sigh.. and the hall was so bloody cold, my fingers were freezing, hope the teachers can actually read what i'm writing.. my fingernails were like purple.. really.. but actually they turn purple quite easily la, but this time it was almost blue.. oh well ok enough exam talk..

tomorrow, which is supposed to be a holiday, is taken up by darling ms yeo... chem prac.. :P cos we're missing 2 pracs due to national day and fun fair.. stupid, and i thought i could sleep tmr..

after exam :) (today): went out with the girls, went to pizza hut to eat.. yummyyy.. yea and i finally bought new facial wash! yeay! and i've just washed my face after about a week and a half without and it feels soooo nice and clean.. hmm you know there's something about pimples that's so pinchable and pickable.. its like a fingernail magnet.. and so youre sitting down watching tv and halfway through you realise hey why am i picking my pimples.. grosss!!! hmm yea anyway, the little dots on my face kinda disappeared after i washed my face just now.. maybe its just psychological you know.. its not actually there but i'm so concerned that it may be there that i start imagining stuff.. hmm ok, thats just disturbing, imagining pimples? heh ok must be exam stress.. hehe

haha heh then we took really funny looking photos.. heh well i took the really funny looking photo.. oopsie.. sorry ilda :p well in 20 years time you can look at the photos and remember me for that.. heehee :D
oh yea, did i tell you that plaza sing's pizza hut service sucks?? they kept forgetting to give us stuff.. first it was the breadsticks, then it was the drinks, and there werent enough bowls.. the list goes on.. yea.. and the manager looks like a faggot..
oh yea it was farhana's birthday yesterday :) so we made her take home the unfinished breadsticks and pizza as a birthday present hehe HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAR!! :)

ok about me now, (yes, i love talking about myself) let see, i've been having really bad headaches the past few days.. probably because of exams.. not used to thinking.. haha seriously, i guess my friend was right when he said "thinking and siti just dont go together.." ah well.. hmm and i've kinda lost my appetite the past few days.. but today i ate normally again.. ok probably all that was cos of the completely unnecessary stress i put myself through.. i swear i'll study early for the next test.. which is prelims!! oh gosh the a levels are so near!! shit.. heh i just realised i always say that i'll start studying early, but i dont.. heh i guess its the same case with everyone else la..
anyway, i'm getting fat.. or maybe i'm just imagining it again.. i mean my stomach never used to fold when i sit, but now theres actually enough fat to fold over and eugh.. its just gross.. i should start running.. but i'm too lazy.. and i may get raped at macritchie.. yea, there was this woman who was sexually assaulted at macritchie when she was running alone.. siao.. who ask her to run alone?? if you ask me, she was asking for it la.. i wonder if they caught the guy.. they should cut his dick off.. if he cant control it he shouldnt have it.. why is it that more women get raped than men? heh well probably cos even if women rape men no one will believe the men.. or more like it wouldnt be such a big problem with him anwyay.. what is it with guys? so horny for what? go wank somewhere or sth la.. or go get yourself a prostitute.. hmm but i guess thats kinda expensive.. hmm you cant blame them also la, some girls really dress like they wanna get fucked.. like they've not enough money to buy proper clothes.. but i guess when youre jogging you cant help but wear like shorts and a tshirt or a singlet or a sports bra or whatever right? unless you wanna wear track pants.. hmm.. kinda hot.. so yea.. its just comfortable and its NOT like an open invitation to your penis..
hmm anyway, i kinda read somewhere its not really the sex that the rapists are after, its like the feeling of being in control and power.. or sth stupid like that.. and by forcing and having violent sex with their victims theyre able to feel powerful.. screwed up bastards they are..

haha my sister's a just said "open the lights" hahahhaha... how chinky of her.. well "eyy, on the lights ahh" isnt any better so i shouldnt say anything.. :P hmm i just realised i havent gone out with her since she got back! how sad.. we seriously need a sister-sister bonding session.. i havent seen her for like probably 6 months.. hmm i'm using her ibook now and i'm totally not used to typing on this thing..

ok enough enough... quite tired and i'm going to go sleep..
ok i'll leave you with a movie recommendation and 2 songs :)
1) he loves me, he loves me not (its a french movie, and its reallly good.. go rent it NOW!)
2) hanging by a moment - lifehouse
3) steal my kisses - ben (cute song :))

oh yea the new guy is also quite a good movie heh and that guy is really cute in a geeky way :) hahaha dun make me do my crazy eyes o_0