woke up this morning and found out that my little brother skipped school too.. was damn pissed.. i wanted to stay home so i'll have some peace and quiet to do my work but nooo, he had to stay home too.. but it was alright la he didnt really disturb be, except for that part where he wanted to go out and couldnt find his keys and started throwing stuff around.. later we found it under the table.. haha.. silly boy.. hmm time really goes by veeerryy fast.. he's a little taller than me now.. which is quite some height for a sec1 boy.. 170+ probably.. so that makes me the shortest among them.. :/ poor little me..

hmm did quite a lot of work today.. ok maybe it wont sound like a lot to most pple but its the most work i've done since i cant remember when.. i'm so proud of myself :) i dun feel like going to sch!! its such a waste of time.. i hardly learn anything then by the time i get home i'm so tired i cant do any work.. why wont nj give us a bloody study break?! argghhh.. stupid stupid school..

hmm some nus professor was murdered.. freaky.. i wonder how it feels.. death.. do you not feel anything? its like a long sleep that you dont wake from.. then youre like not aware of anything.. then.. hmm you dont feel anything.. hmm is it the same as being in a coma? hmm then what if youre trapped in your body.. like you wanna move but no matter how hard you try you just cant move, not even your mouth.. had a dream like that a few nights ago.. like as if someone's pressing you down and you cant move and cant scream.. and you just feel so helpless.. hmm ok enough.. it was really scary..

wonder if anyone will miss me when i die.. probably wont be remembered much la.. thats what happens to most pple who die.. its just too painful to remember i guess.. so they try to forget.. hmm.. quite sad.. but yea thats the truth...

anyway, i soo dun wanna go to school tmr man.. feeling damn lazy now..
hmm but i guess i'll just drag my ass down to sch la.. :/ ok better go sleep now.. tmr's a long day...