hrmm..

i wish i could play my life back like a movie.. you know it'd be cool to know whether you had met your friends before you became friends.. hmm.. ok am i making any sense? like take for example 2 pple who are friends now, like they only knew each other in jc or sth.. what if they had met before, or sat beside each other on the bus, or stole the other's cab, or played with each other at the playground, or just simply passed each other on the road before.. like say youre sitting beside this person on the bus and youre thinking "aww man, this girl's really got lousy dress sense" and a few years later youre like really good friends.. you'll never know cos you prob dun remember.. (unless what she was wearing was really like a fashion disaster and its etched in your memory for life cos its so traumatising hahaha and she happens to wear it again...) or lets say you meet this person now and you're like "how come i didnt meet you earlier" and maybe you actually did..

hmm do you believe in fate? like youre fated to meet someone on this day at this time or sth? i wonder what life would've been like if i had taken other paths.. if i had made different decisions.. you know prob everything that you do changes your life a bit without you knowing it.. like if you oversleep, you couldve met with an accident if you hadnt, ok thats a bit of an extreme case.. or you couldve met an old friend on the bus if you hadnt overslept.. or if i had chosen different schools..

hmm what if i were born in a different country in a different home and in a totally different environment.. would i still be the same person? with the same ideals? and the same thoughts and dreams? what if i were born to a royal family? or if i were born to a family trying to make ends meet on the other side of the world? i guess i wouldve grown up differently in both cases.. maybe there would be some things that would stay the same.. but i guess the environment you grow up in makes a lot of difference..

ok ok i'm not making much sense.. just letting my thoughts run wild a little.. :)