solitude

this is the first saturday since god knows when that i didnt go out.. ok i did go out but that doesnt count!
miss jonathan already..

on a lighter note, i didnt go for the ntu thingy cos i was too lazy hardy har har
tomorrow i shall go shopping, that never fails to cheer me up :) heh ok the thought of it already makes me feel happier heehee

hmm i tend to like being alone nowadays, i hardly talk to anyone at work, ok well thats mainly cos they speak chinese like almost all of the time.. eugh i'm having nightmares about it.. its really really freaking annoying..
anyway, i absolutely LOVE going shopping alone, you dont have to care about what they think! yea.. i dont need a second opinion! i'll buy it if i like it.. but the downside is i cant stop buying if i'm on my own..
i like sitting in my room (alone) and reading my 1474 page book :)

well maybe after being a sucker for company for so long i've decided i need a little "me" time.. and it feels good really.. but i'm afraid i may get too antisocial.. like when i meet old friends, i dont know what to say to them.. and its just really awkward.. oh well, maybe its just a phase.. but for now i like it.. and anyway its too much of a hassle getting to know new people and keeping in touch with old friends.. like in school it was so much easier but now its so troublesome cos you have to call and see who's free and then fix a date when everybody's free.. just too troublesome.. quite sad actually..

anyway they say now's the best time to meet up with friends cos you're not busy with school.. and its also the best time to do the stuff that youve really wanted to, but well.. no time cos i'm working.. dunno why i'm still working.. and also no money.. cos the stupid job pays so little.. i want to visit my sister... and i doubt my parents will let me travel alone..

btw, anyone wanna go overseas for a little trip? it sounds quite fun.. maybe we could go somewhere nearby like malaysia..

oohh i'm really hungry!!

ok i wanna go read now! :)