well.. i've been looking forward to today since last saturday..
but i dont know what to say..
i was so happy when he called to tell me he's back from the jungle.. but, he didnt sound very happy.. so nmind, the call was a little rushed..
then he called again later asking if i'm meeting him at pasir ris.. anyway, i'm not cos his parents are picking him up, and well i understand that, and also cos he has a lot of things to carry..
so i'm not meeting him at all today.. well i guess thats ok.. i mean its only two weeks..
but the worst thing was the tone in his voice.. i mean he didnt even sound happy to hear my voice and no "i miss you"s or anything.. just very.. i dunno..
i dunno.. dunno what to think..
maybe i'm just being unreasonable.. maybe he's tired and a little stressed cos he had to pack quite quickly.. maybe i'm just blowing things out of proportion..
i think i'll go sleep... or read a book..

oh yea.. i got into chem engin at NUS.. whoopie....