a little piece of me..

"i tend to give up on myself.. though other people havent given up on me.. sad huh..
like how i gave up on running.. how i missed a second place finish by 0.01secs.. yes that hurt.. and how i fell before nationals the next year.. that hurt even more.. how i never got my form back cos i never tried hard enough.. how i've totally given up on myself this year.. and how my coach never gave up on me.. and how i let her down..
i've always been lazy.. too lazy to do anything good for myself.."
--from my diary (20th May 2001)

(there used to be three other entries here, but i decided to delete them.. sorry)

i was just reading through it yesterday and decided to share something.. a little piece of me.. well.. i edited some stuff and left out some others.. and of course the entries were longer... did you think i was going to put my whole diary in print?

heh have you ever read a person's diary before? ;) how very sneaky