forever is an awfully long time...

I don't think i would ever want to live forever, even if i could. yes, everything keeps changing so it would be quite interesting to see what the world would be like in say 100 years, but it'd be quite depressing to watch so many people close to you die. and having to get to know new people and watch them grow old and die again. maybe then i'd just live a lonely life so i won't have to see people i love go six feet under..

hmm i'm staying home for the first time in a long time today. oh no but i have tuition later, so have to leave my house again.. sigh.. jonathan left for pulau tekong this morning.. and yesterday was probably the last time in a long time for most of the stuff we'd do together.. he'll only get to come back on weekends, for effectively only 24 hours actually.. saturday afternoon to sunday afternoon.. so we probably wont be spending as much time together.. oh well..
my sister's leaving tomorrow.. for 5 months.. at least i'll get to see jonathan every weekend if i'm lucky but i wont be seeing her for FIVE BLOODY MONTHS.. well, i should be quite used to it by now i guess.. sometimes i kid myself that i'm actually happier when she's gone cos i have the whole room to myself, but i know i dun mean it.. it gets quite lonely. cos i like to talk to people just before i go to sleep, although sometimes she tells me to shut up and just sleep heh.. and i dont like sleeping alone.. oh well.. hmm i wonder what its like to be an only child.. can get lonely.. especially when your parents are out most of the time working.. :/

i got a tuition assignment which i'm not really looking forward to.. sec3 normal boy, math and science, dont even know what science.. heh.. lets hope i dont forget the basics.. sec3 cant be so bad la i think..

hmm havent had breakfast.. not very hungry.. wanted to go swimming this morning but i woke up at ten so here i am sitting on my ass in front of the computer.. oh yea that reminds me, this will probably be my last post in some time cos my sister's leaving tmr and bringing her ibook along and the other computer is in my brother's room and i dont like going into his stinky room..

ok i'd better look for my sec3 stuff so i wont be so clueless about the syllabus..